Adagio

In this resided assemblage I confide with only persecuted unspoken depth,
Adifice that sacrifices my own farewell - on scavenged primer I step,
perceptual link that presses my breasts,
Secured on belts, hold tight to what's left,
On canny frames that respite with fragmented chromatic beams,
I lay to conjecture my dreams.

Oh tis a feeling to mall,
With my nest in clusters of my vail,
I undo the municipal part of my canopied tail,
Bruited by worthy standards of courtship,
I long for such things,
Down through drunken orgasms,
I lay but to ask of him.

Piratical spasms.

I am sane.

Inhere in to the ugly darkness that surrounds the day,
On top of long gowns and sheets of red,
I let myself internalize musket mess,
His rapture and existence may conclude,
I can undress in fond - baring nude.

Incumbent to a dreaded stare,
Whisped my face marks with chalk and stick,
I let him impair,
Making more of it.

Rolling in such a magnitude beyond recognition,
I feel the solitude that incisions,
Coming so serene with my place on this rest,
Leaning to my widened dress.

One hand on the post and one hand on most,
Taking his apple and breathing in,
He lets his deepness be spoken.

Having his way with the vail now gone,
As we conclude from dusk to dawn.

Messages

I got this message from you and I read it twice,
After the second I decided to not be nice,
I took long strides and took a breath,
Looked at the one you needed so much- and left.

If It wasn't for the honesty you gave and smiles you saved,
The questions I asked and the lies that masked,
I would have been a fool for your power and will,
I could have stayed in the lonely and strayed.

Here I am looking at your enlightenment,
Your contended assignment,
Making me feel the pain that I knew I would,
But I can walk away - as I do - you understood.

I am yours and you were all I wanted,
Never this envy and taunting,
She can have what she wants,
I want nothing that hurts and haunts.

Nightmares take a hold of me now,
Everynight I dream of us and how we used to be,
How we were so close and never to far,
How I loved everything that you were.

What happened?

Tell me .. can you take these tears that fall,
Can you make up excuses at all,
Is it me or is it you,
Can I blame it on what you pursued.

This is the last time I take chances on something I care so much,
I gave with all my soul, delicate laughter, and touch,
Sitting here asking what was the point,
This message that will soon disappoint.

I need you to tell me what happened to us,
When you promised you would stay,
Never come up with excuses and dissmay,
I will hope you find something more,
Because I learned my lessons from the down pour,
The storm that took me life with one move,
Before I could ask why it blew.

I wished you could have been different because I did love, Now that you did that- I am far from this, Far from hurt and all your anguished mist.

Storm rises to my hair,
To show I stand still from a single care.

I am over you now.

Back Roads

The street blares over the sun spots of my freckles,
Tasting my hair in my mouth, the scratchy leaves ravel,
I used to put on those old tales of man vs. dreams,
Make believe stories of love and fantasy.

Maybe I have had enough- big clearing in my view,
Shaking my legs to the beats of Cat Stevens shadow of the moon,
I lose my hands to not the shadows but to the light of day,
I am walking and huffing to the blistery igneous agay.

Dad told me to never let a man take you down,
Here I am with my torn shirt running from home,
Sun leads me off to these orchards that travel east and west,
Streets that echo off my chest.

I am a rural girl that has had enough of city men,
They take her for granted and blind her from her stem,
My tree that made my family has morals and values,
Walking alone and feeling over you.

I would have given you everything I had,
Till I valued those silly words of my dad,
I let you put your hands on my heart,
Graveling to the dirt- I am far apart.

Pungent syllables that exasperated from my thoat,
Leads me under the sun in scorched dirt,
I can't live in a tomorrow of the men that grieve,
I will walk away from pain that bleeds.

Skin will feel the taste of my struggles,
Pounding my feet against the nuzzles,
Leaves and stems that scratch the anguish,
Breathe within the naturalistic mess.

I will say that your kiss gave me love,
Your touch gave me pleasure,
But within the feelings I had enough,
The attentive holds grew lesser.


I am moving down these west and easts,
Never stopping to breathe or eat,
I will find the place that I once called home,
When I finally get there,
I will be done.

I can take my pants out of this dirt,
I can feel happiness without the hurt.

Its Love

Break me a desiccate dust that saves only chances,
Moments that chained me from the free lances,
I must have been out of my mind when you came,
When I saw you down the rigid stain,
Red rested sun and shadows of clouds,
I came running with slow motion shrouds.

I felt the ugly mist that concluded when I left,
Lights turn off when I drift,
The founded grasses and things that follow,
Listen to the thimbles that I tip,
Stepping with my hearts reverberated rip.

I know what it is like to love,
To be included in something that stunns,
That can get you to admit when you are wrong and right,
Make you feel alone at night, or just out of sight,
To make it above and beyond, or not even at all,
Take me with you when you call.

I can see you clear as when I opened my eyes,
Days when I thought this could be a lie,
I see you there,
With my scouted lust in the air,
I wish I had the desire to move,
But you make and dividend me to remove,
Upon a carpet that could go as fast as I,
Take me with you in a zephyr above the skies.

I will tell you a secret when I come near,
I loved you from the beginning and beyond the volumetric years.

Feel me now.

Strength

I must be out of my mind. I have seen you in the distance to many times now. Our past has fallen and our future has ceased. What are you though? What are you without the part of your lint that remains in your pockets? What are you without that downy fresh scent that simmers in the air? What are you without the other half of your heart?

Perdition are these grounds we lust,
Dirty heals that conch a sturdy rust,
I let in the air that you took long ago,
If I scream the head strong blow.

If all there is - is maybe a bottomless pit,
Where I warp out the endless bruit,
The stones that I threw to the lake,
The meaningless and fake.

We left the love we had once before,
We left it in the place we stored,
We locked it up and cleaned out the dust,
No one could tamper with the definition of us,
Secrets were said to one another,
But no one can ever consider us together.

We were for each other.

Oustanding sounds compelled how we moved,
What we felt and how we knew,
When we were in love all was a dream,
I couldn't even recognize what was real,
I only could tell we were able to feel.

One line and touch after the next,
We misinterpreted what was definitive and complex,
If I loved like the day I devoted,
We would have never demoted.

I can get lost in these saving momentum's he grew on me,
The way I cried and asked on my knees,
" Will you stay for just tonight ",
If I never left, he just might.

I love with clarity and heart,
I live with strength and ability to grow apart.

Some things you must leave at be,
Even if it hurts and you aren't able to see,
This love that you had so long,
Must end while you are still strong.

Universe

Assemblage of one decade of observant solarity,

Abstracts a more pick and point clarity.
Ascension in the east and adjusted in the west.
Wandering objections upon the lument and crest.

Inferiority appearances of conspicuous elongation of Sun,

Foliage of conjunction fastly overcomed,

Phases of cumulus, chromatic smear, cratered fascinations, disks of linear,

Gargantuan absolute, to many to dispute,

Penumbral eclipse remains among shadows,

Commonly luner spotlight among windows.

Rotating Polaris, extension of second magnitude uprising,

Ascertain where you are- realizing,

Turn around, Orion belt promising,

Above brilliance there will be Capella in Auriga- Charioteer,

Nursery of illuminated stellar.

Richness of Summer,

Milky splendor,

Vega lies swan,

Finality of Autumn Dawn.

Ionization of encompassing flatulence,

Emission and reflection of nebula descents,

Radiating a scattered light blue dance.

Repudiating of discussion on pollutants.

Supernova triggering a collapse,

Clouds beginning to contract and fragment,

Minimal level- photesphere,

Corona lies above chromosphere,

Blotching differential over time,

Actinic keratosis found on my high prime.

Aurora thy sporadic faint phenomenon,

Curtains of yellow green light dramatizes on form,

Rapidly moving arrays of molecular nitrogen,

Produces the myriad hues of flowing electrical rims.

Feasts for the eyes,

Tremendous energies to emblazon skies.

A dusk swarm of sporadic convergencies,

Streak from a point of constellated Perseus,

All the Ids' activate when I lye,

Peering to the destined points up high.

Remnants as they will conduct,

Fiery preserved mysteries from activities above.

Marriage

The collapsing bridge carries off under the cliff,
Kisses silenced upon my lips,
Lovers bliss...

Tenacious movements of forgotten phrases,
Stutters of the mind- intellect erases..
And chemicals take part in one's heart,
As leaves won't fall till summers over,
Finding true lust- among a new lover.

And I stand in contraband of his photography,
Me and him, over the bridges flee,
It's all we have- our desertion and lecherousness greed.

He unravels me at first,
Our summers thirst.

Tis just the beginning..

~She catches me in quick surprise,
Laughter mixed with deep brown impish eyes,
Our hearts give in too quick and were off on a flying carpet ride.
Fingertips reach out, and brush with the stars
Scattering echos of stardust across the summer skies

Impulse grabs and hearts give in
But alas, too soon
When will this end, this torrent of emotions to fast for us to comprehend

Too many nights with you and I'm left empty inside
Laughter now gets mixed with foolish lies


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Knock on the dearest floors,
Heated arguments and phrases to plead - no more,
Keedness if you resist,
He asks to leave, but what meanings would our kiss?
Endure this...

Taking in the arches of despair,
Pulling out what I need, and what will never be there.

" I love you when I never knew."

He says to me and I endue,
It hurts to know the truth,
That in our epiphany of love,
It can fall so easily,
And my tears can come to me...

With but a word and an action,
He consists with him no interaction..

No caring affection,
In this winter air discretion.

What will I do when my hand can not move,
What can I do when I still love you...

If only you knew....

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The pain I'm going through
The kiss is there
but the emptiness catches me unaware
Oh, where did the passion flee
Falling away like the leaves of the fall
Letting go, there is nothing there..

I see the safety inside
But the hollowness eats away my soul

You keep looking but I'm hiding
in the trees
what if the world your used to, is an elaborate dream

I wish you would just leave
because your not here
you have fallen away like the rain

Black pavement filled with pink roses
I'm finally walking away....

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With the dry lands and primer gone,
With the yelling and screaming prolonged,
Will the stagnate contumacious,
Be able to overcome past bliss,
And lift me up from this.

Hope signals a period of need,
As the pain from grieve,
Relieves.

A light that so many mourn,
Is put off- forlorn,
Can not find it right along,
Can not hear it in any song,
It is now a gift that is cherished well,
I waited and waited for life to foretell,
And as the patience of my strong will took part,
A room for love- new start- signaled in my heart.

This was a time I knew once before,
But this time happiness means more meaningful as it knocks on my door.

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I can see the breath coming out of my mouth
The air is crisp and I walk alone
Lost in thoughts of finding my way
The past doesn't hurt anymore

I find myself in a reflection of the lake
Standing there by myself
Here is a place I have known before

I have cleared my mind and from what I see
Letting go was the best for me
I move on with fingers in the sand
Content to let fate find me.....


The epitome of the lust that ends with must,
Finds a way through the pain and the lost,
Eventually becoming the vulnerable cost,
That now is forever gone, and surely never was.
A now new venture for a more truthful lust.

I see fate walking alone, upon a sandy beach
How,
how can I describe
beauty so pure
that it made the angels
tongue-tied
Her body has been bathed by the moonlight
Her skin has been kissed by the sun
Her hair dipped in the galaxies new light
She entangles me in butterflies .

Vulnerable love is what can take our will and our fight to push, Letting the release of that once before forsaken touch. Never go into it with rush.