Empty Love Dreams

How could I live with myself when I left you there,
On the edge of high roads and despair,
Just tell me what you want me to say,
I will get down on this guilty trip, down on me knees and pray.

Please tell me dear what this means,
The end of such blitheness turned into .." Hush don't breath."
I hope this is just something many go through,
Pain that caught me unaware that I never knew,
What this is may be what you want,
But please forgive for what I have done.

I will not find your kiss, it will be retentive,
The things you have been, will be hard to not see and still live,
Tell me what I can do or is it to late,
My love I will never be the same,
Please take me off this pedestal of pain.

I care not for the days that were rough and pleading,
It is you, for the witnesses will be decreeing,
Take your hands and let them lye,
You will see the love within my moribund eyes.

I felt the lucid water sink in my throat,
And as he forgave, he strangled my hope.