Lone

How much it has been hard, the blank expressions that faze,
Walking slower and slower down this rummaged hall,
Making my power to this pain fall.

This simple door will be an opening to your dreams,
What if I open and my body is diseased,
My ends are tied and my heart abides,
Been around the block and seen how it is to die,
But I am at peace and disturb me you'll try.

Cleansing all this pain will take a packet of rocket salt,
To burn the change that will exalt,
God this has been a landslide,
But prelude this kiss will hide,
Wounds dig deep to make blind.

I liked it when I had a place to keep my thoughts,
But being alone makes me feel lost,
Can I cope with but a lantern and a whisper,
Making sure that the darkness won't entrance my imaginary visitor.

I know this makes no sense to you,
How much pain I usually go through,
But its here and it stays,
So kiss me goodnight and make it go away.