Sphere

Take these tips and make it slide down your back,
Feel the pain I feel and yours that collapsed,
On hardened grounds that fall through a trap,
The pillows are gone and the plummet will crack,
My hands will not catch and it will hurt,
Plead for me not, for I will be pure.

I know this takes me a long time to figure out,
When will I be in love when there is to much to surround,
Why can't I be alone every now and then,
Is it silence that lengthens my pen,
This is the day when I see you in my head,
Making me feel longful and mislead.

I cried hours tonight and the sheets are drowning with me,
Finding my way to a land where I can stand,
Can only be permitted if I take your despised hand,
I want to get lost and take a walk where no one has conquest,
Where I can feel the true feelings of my heart undressed.

I live somewhere I know you don't know of,
You can not see through this spherical of love,
That is to deep for you to break apart,
For many have broken and crumbled my heart.

It has used its genes to create a plaster effect,
Layers and layers to deflect,
The death of my life has been long gone,
Why try to take my breath away,
When it has already been done.

I know that you are the love of my life,
But why should I give in when my heart will never feel right.